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A sharing section is needed ...Talks wat u feels ...Talks wat u hate ...Talks wat u dislikes ...Talk wat u unhappies ...Talks wat u happies ...Talks ...Is wat needed ~~ Share wat u OBSERVE ...Share ur thinking ... Cos not every1 knows wat u tinking ...Even is best friend ...Tink tat u kno them much ....Or think they kno u much ... But in the ends wat u tought is juz all ur thinking ...Fact forever never go by the way u think ...No one can control wat will happens the next second ...Cos miracls and posiblilities does happens ...Good and bad do happens ...life and dead do happens ...In every single second , minute , hour , day , month and even year Need to share ...Don wana regret tat god didnt give us time or chance to split it out ....Wat u wana talks ... Cos we seem lik happy everyday ...Bt we all were wearing a mask ...A wall tat appers sudden in all peoples heart ...Not by proposely ... Bt by seddenly ...Mis-comunication ...Mis-understandings ...大家一起将石头举起的。。。
为什么要越推越高呢 ??
起初9人将石头举起 。。。
是很简单的。。。
可是大家的高度不同。。。
9人举起很容易。。。
因为重量被9个人分担了。。。
但慢慢的。。。
1个1 个的开始动不到了 。。。
因为石头被举的太高了。。。
最后那个人自己承担那石头的重量。。。
是会崩溃的。。。
为何。。
不将石头慢慢的放下。。。
让9个人来一起举呢？？
然后再慢慢的将石头放下。。。
最终。。。
影形的墙会被个人的勇气与经历冲破。。。
从中复活与成长。。。
Sunday pass juz lik wake up breakfast ...go art class ...then sleep ... dinner then now ...its monday dy ... and nothing hav been done on this day ...i would wish tat sunday is the day that i can sleep 12hrs ..bt i cant ... cos my dad don let ... he said breakdast is important sumore he don liks us sleep till too lateits him ... so i will obey ... i am nt lik last time dy ...i wont mumble liao ... he wans me to b good ....lols .... is good to let go don wan tink too much la ...someone told me tat ....the more u tink the more problems till b created ..morning till now ...empty me ... i finalli learn to helps ...bt no much ...cos i still recieveing alot helps ...i hope end of the days i can gives helps ...time will let me proof everythings ...i ned a flame ...flame tat can burn up my spirit ...still on the way to learn ...everyone neds to learnso do i ~~
The last day of the whole month ...A "Bang" and i cant do anything ...he came settle one of the ones ~~as expexted he was so care and so strong ..i am weak ... cos i can do anythings ... other than c ...can't comfort anyone ... can't care anyone ... can't do anythings ... and can't even help31 mayb is the last day of the month ... or a day that tells u tomorrow is new starting ??i wish is telling me opening of new starting ~~i don wan everythings remain ... altought somethings gonna remain ..bt nt everythings ... i wan changes ... somethings change change change ~~can ma ??can change ma ??i don wan lik tat liao le ... i don wan to tink all SHIT in my brain le ..i wan tell ppl le ...who wan hear ??who can hear ??who will hear ??who ??tell me who ??can i dont tink so much ma ??can my brain onli tink to improve ??can i put away useless things in my brain ??can i put somethings usefull in my brain ??can i help some1 ?? can i don ned to be help ??when ??when can i be avant garde ??when i can protect ppl ??when i can don wan sit far far ??when i can don wan to draw a line throught ??when my old attitude will go away ??when i can cut away the line ??when i can i break the invisible wall in between ??when onli i can joke ??when i can b funny ??when ?? can tell me when ??where can i go now ??where else i can go ??where is the way i can go ??how ??how i wana helps ??how things will come bak ??how to tell ppl everythings gonna b fine ??how to comfort ??how to care ??how to do ??how to become better ??how come all this come to my brain ??how come i wan draw a line ??how come i cant cut the line ??how come i cant change my this stupid attitude ??i don wan ... i don wan ... i don wan ...i don wan tis attitude ...i don draw a line between we all ...i cut the line with my best ..to chase back u all ... i said ... i will ...as i said ... i will ~~
unknowns ... too much things tat were unknowns ...wana know more ... bt in real life we gota wait ...wait till the wall been broken then the way to open the window ...altought it been punch and one hole is in it ... bt still need to dig ~~it use a long time no dig ... but time isnt the matter ...bcos things come too easy will go very easy ~~so treat it different ...life is different ...different than wat i hav tought as normal olden days cos my thinking still short ~~tink b4 talk bt when wana talk scared spoil the enoviromentdono choose which 1 to talk .........Losted is a stupid reason to ownself ...cos no 1 going 2 babyfeed u ...u edi 1 ... choose ur way to go ...and go freely~~
happy ma ?? sure happy la ...y ?? cos everytings is going bak le ...i will change myself harder n harder ...cos i kno ... i realli found friends tat realli treat me will real heart ...i will more jy jy de ... exploration wekk come le ...bt it seem lik normal skool days .. cannot sleep do HW ..still gt time blogging ?? lol ... cos i still no ideal ma ...still don wan tink ?? lol .... blog finish 1st la ... being help is veri happy bt helping is happier than being help ...tis is wat i hav learned ... lol .. thx my besties ...long time no talk ... cos i dono wat wrong words will come out again ...lol ... bt cant choose to b silence cos ... as ah wei said ... silence is nt the way to solve problem ...as yee sum said ... don look at the passed wrong ... solving problem is the way to walk to the future ...as yong cheng said ... 1000 wrong sorry is useless than 1 sorry tat were realli come out from the heart ...as chee han said ... lost is good cos u now is the time to choose the right way to walk ..as ah sheng said ... being less bai mu n useless words come out from the mouth can help u alot to repair the relationship between all ...as jing said ... altought he kno everthings ... bt secrect is still secrect ...i kno all ... i will keep all the words in my heart cos ...i will nvr learn if u all didnt realli treat me as one of u alls ....thx thx ~~i kno wat i should do ... cos i don wan wasted all u all's helps ...
很久没有update我的blog乐。。。
我不知道我是否变了。。。
变得怎么了。。。
不知道。。
慢慢的那白目的我应该死了吧。。。
我想我帮到就帮。。。
但是很多东西我也是帮不上忙得。。。
越帮越忙。。。
变得不懂怎样开玩笑了。。。
因为太久没说话了。。。
慢慢的以前的我也消失了。。。
因该开心吗？？
为什么没有想象中的开心呢？？
奇怪。。。 很奇怪。。。
我也有开心的。。。 因为。。
不说了。。。
又是想太多了吧。。。
处女男的坏处吧。。。
在读书馆里。。。
我没误会他。。。
因为我知道他是真的再帮我的。。。
我不会让他的帮忙白费的。。。
因为他是我的好友哦。。。
这是上天安排的。。。我会遇见他。。。
我是真得很感谢他。。。
还有每一个帮我的人。。。
我不会在笨笨的在浪费你们的帮忙。。。
机会是要自己把握的。。。
不要人家给。。。
就算人家给了。。。 也要懂得好好珍惜啊。。。
我慢慢的开始懂得这道理了。。。
谢谢。。。
双子与天蝎。。。你们帮了我很大的忙。。。
谢了。。。
i guess tat i tried to change bt i didnt change at all .. cos i too stupid ... sry friend .. mayb u all are starting to giving up on me ... i realli fail u all ... lol ... i ... i... i ... i damn stupid,bai mu , ke po , alot more .. i hurt all ... i hurt juz all my frined ... if i didnt exsist in tis world ... mayb u all will b more happy right ?? i tink the answer is deninetly 100%ly yes ... yes ~~ yes!! i useless juz ask i been call in my secondary skool ... brain dono put where ...or i actulli born without it ~~ i hate myslef from today cos i hate it ... i alwalys didnt use my so call pig barin to tink ppl de feeling ... ingnore me ... cos i sux ... i hate being myself ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... if there were knives on thier hands .. i tink they juz will stab me ... throught my useless brain ~~ i wont giv up ~~ i will change i will bring my brain bak ~~ i don care cos i gt my aim ~~
