原来一个人更加好。。。

忽然间觉得一个人的感觉是太好了。。。
没有家庭，没有认识你的人，没有你不想见到的人， 没有你喜欢的人。。。
全部每有 。。。 感觉好向没有要照顾东西的。。。
像飞车。。。 一个人可以很快的不用10分钟从 Sunway 回到 klang 。。。
几点回家不用担心 在做什么没人知道 赚到的钱也只担心自己的吃，住，穿或者车 。。。
深深的想其实一个人好像孤儿一样不用人家担心。。。也不错哦 。。。
因为已习惯了。。。 没人看得见，没人听得见，没人知道。。。
好像我从来都没有关心或者爱过一个人了。。。
我就像我的表面有一样。。。 没有认真的时候。。。
一个人看电影的时候，没有人会在隔壁吵到你。。。
一个人吃饭的时候，可以不用面对不想面对的人。。。
一个人走路的时候， 也可以越走越快。。。
一个人站着的时候， 也只需要担心到自己而已。。。
有什么事的时候，自己懂就好。。。
没必要让每个人都知道。。。
人家不明白。。。自己看到自己明白就好啊。。。
不用做了什么都要让别人知道的。。。
可是怎么办呢？？ 因为原来我自己也不知道自己要什么了。。。
我好像不见了。。。而且我没有指南针。。。不知道方向。。。
自己要的东西让给别人。。。
人总会自私的。。。干嘛要装大方呢？？
Fuck ... type this boring things ~~

huhu ~~

Huhu ?? walao ...
now still gt time huhu ??
haha ... didnt draw figure ... sumroe at there draw comics pula ...
eric u wan die le o ~~
haha ... air gear ... love it .. more details or most details ...
change my bleach style ..
now wana start figure lo ~~

Chrismas eve ~~

Haha ,,, nt bad wat my chrismas eve with ah fei ,carrie and the party on 佛堂 ....
Super happy de le .. lol ... know alot friend ...
The seng huat 大姐 ... marry lo ... when to party ...
saw alot of Taekwond frined ... lol ... .
walau .. all grown up liao le ... big big jor ... i still small small pula ...
After the huat huat party .. we went to the 佛堂 lu ...
Haha .. altought is stupid .. bt it is fun ...
alot picture been tag in FB le ... so long didint take picture happliy le ...
who knows wat happen ?? lol
I and ah fei went in macho gang ... lol ...
My nick name under my tai gor named machor is mc dulux ...
si carrie call me de ... walao ..
很多事情错了你没澄清你很容易就被人判死刑，，，
不过。。。对我来说。。。无所谓啦。。。
因为澄清只是不要人家判你死刑而以。。。

Mapleling ~~

walao ....
School days havent come ...
everyday at home mapleling ... haizz ...
bored bored bored ...
havent draw figure le ... buy oso havent buy ... walao ...
c how u die la eric ... still don wan draw ... lol ...
Tomoro Ns gathering .... haha ..
cant wait to see u all o ~~
damn miss u all n the days in camp lo ...
non-stop traning n eat ... love the days ...
kao lui together ... haha ... xD
If the chance have been geven us to entre the camp again ...
i tink we all will go register lo ~~
so fun ... can ply~~ kaka
Never regret that i had went to ns camp ~~
thx god ~~ thx santa claus ...
Between my breakfast and my lunch oso ...
"TANG YUAN" .... haha ... non-stop eating ...
ask grandmom tomoro do again ~~ kakaka

swimming ~~

I tink a i very long didint go swimming liao lo ~~
today i went swimming with my brother at night ~~
haha .... i still remember how to swim ~~ happy dao ...
8pm swim till 9.30 ... everywhere was so dark ...
Haha ,.. lucky i still have all my brothers ...
walao ... see back my post ... i kinda do alot stupid stuff le ... lol
When i see people de blog ....
write all sad sad things ... i will lik walao ...
"u don have happy in your life mer ??"
Lucky suddenly got people still wan piak me a ~~
lol ... i wake up le ...
沉睡后永远要记得起来啊。。。
利用工作来麻醉自己。。。
哈哈。。。ERIC 你也未免太笨了吧。。。
放假了。。。去玩啦。。。
我在等着chrismas eve 哈哈。。。
carrie dog 约我和肥肥去玩哦。。。
我和肥肥一定给carrie dog 死的很难看。。。。
哇咔咔咔咔~~ 当晚还要玩水哦。。。
别怪我和肥肥不客气哦。。。 好朋友 。。。
wahahhahah ~~

walao ~~

Yesterday ... helped ping soon go for chrismas event ...
In setia alam ECO park ... lol ...
Limited 20 participation ...
1st 1st i really tot wont have family will do all this kind of stuff de ...
but the result started quite good le ... lol ...
walao ... alot unexpected chrismas tree le ....
the most intresting part is nt there ... lol
Is the when look at the family don care about the dirtyness on the floor
sit there doing the chrismas tree together ... lol ...
so fun ~~ and the kids .... walao ... hen cute lo ~~

piak piak ~~

piak piak ...
wake up le ??
Piak Piak ...
wake up le ??
PIAK PIAK ...
wake up le ??
Thx jian ..
piak me again ? lol
don wan la ... i know shoudn't crap la ...
walao ... wan piak me ?
haha ... holiday ~~ happy happy n happy ...
lol ... should be happy ... lol
cant wait chrismas eve le ...
carrie doggie ask me go chrismas eve party on the 佛堂...
haha ... can meet new people .. walao ... somemore can exchange prize le ...
happy dao ...
wat i wan buy ler ?? think think think n think ...
piak piak ..
eric ... don crap lo ..
piak piak ...
eric .... u know yourself.
piak piak ...
thx eric ...u done well ...
piak piak ...
for suang ...
for last PIAK ~~
no one understand u its ok la ...
u know yourself can liao la ...
don crap le lo ...
go bak go bak ... let go wat u cant let go ....
PIAK ~~
加油的向前走...

Hmm ....

U said sorry and posted it ~~
U said sorry to everyone ~~
U said it with smile ~~
But did u mean to say to me ??
Do u really wana tell me "i am sorry" ??
Do u realli think tat u were sorry ??
Haih ~~ Its ok ... Cos how oso u still think that i am bad ~~
How oso u think that i wont ever will b a good friend ...
That's y ... when u face me and face with other ppl u were not the same ...
i wont sad ... i wont angry ...
Bcos i know that actually ...
When u hurt someone that u realli good with ...
U wana go back with that relationship ...
Its hard ... actually ...
"quiet is not the way to solve the problem"
"But acting stupid and think that nothing had happen is oso not the way to solve the problem ... or even will make it worst "
misunderstood that had make a scar between it ...
cleared the misunderstood ... But it seem Like we never meet before ...
we talk ... But do you actually wana talk like last time ??
happy smiling ??
Hiah ... The scar with interruption ..
altought tried to help to recover the scar ...
but still ... there were still people wana use this chance ..
to get in to replace me as the happy one ~~
i am sad for that moment when i notice ...
i really sad ... who know ??
actually no 1 realli understand who really am i ~~
do u ? u ? u? u? u? u? u? u? u? u? or even u ?
know that when i tell u all i don care or its ok ...
i really care ... i am not ok ... i will pain ...
what i want is really that simple ...
i need someone that really care about me ...
i need someone that actually know who i am ...
i need someone that actually notice me ...
i need someone that actually KNOW that i am acting real GOOD infront of u all ~~

巴生。。。

巴生一日游。。
大家也玩得很开心哦。。。
我也不例外。。。
只是我将我们开心唱歌的一小时竟然。。
从bukit tinggi 的 aeon 跑到 Klang perade HICT 载我的弟弟。。。
回到家了。。。看到他安全的进门。。。
又在回去aeon ...
又lik normal 的和meeyan姐去吃饭。。。
果然还是她看见真真的在隐藏的我。。。
没什么是我瞒得了她的。。。什么都被猜中了。。。
果然还是每次去aeon都要请她吃饭的原因。。。
然后我们就去看了 princess and the frog 。。。
很好看。。。很好笑。。。
看见静笑得很开心。。。
我也越笑越大声。。。静后面还有人跟他按摩。。。
他的椅子振个不停，，， 有小孩在踢的椅子。。。
然后。。。就去了pandamaran 吃东西。。。
我们也去了。。。ahwei 爸爸挡。。。
原来。。。我也很多年没去了。。。
一个两个已经累得半死了。。。哈哈。。。
一样。。。累可是。。。就是没摆出来。。。
因为。。。不想让大家知道。。。
开心得很累。。。所以。。。
只好撑着咯。。。
其实。。。为什么我要载生回家先呢？？
因为又有话。。。可是。。。没说到，，，
心里又在想太多了。。。
像不要因为两人的插伤而介入。。。
我想要用我自己的努力。。。
我想将一切都自己解决。。。
其实。。。
是你没用。。。笨蛋eric ！！
不懂几时开始。。。
逗你们笑得那个人再也不是我了。。。
我很想讲话的lo 。。。
可是。。。
都说了。。。 是你没用。。。
没勇气的家伙。。。
笨蛋Eric !!
Bakaeric Suit u alot !!

放开把eric~~

Eric是时候不再停留在过去了。。。
将所有放不开的错误放开吧。。。
常常对自己说要以错误来提醒自己。。。
所以才和每个人都有界线。。
不把自己的东西和人分享。。。
可是她对我说。。。
‘是你停留在过去，无法超越而向前走’
放开，放开，放开，放开。。。
不是你的错。。。就不要认。。。
不是你的错。。。被骂了。。。要会反抗。。。
不是你的错。。。不要静静的被人说你是坏人。。。
不要常常做坏人。。。
世界是公平的。。。好人与坏人会轮流被当的。。。
有人看得见的，，，
我现在要说的是。。。
很开心。。。因为我开始知道。。。
我不是一个人了。。。
你们开始的。。。看见我了。。。
开心开心。。。你们开始知道我了。。。
可是。。。我会慢慢的他开我的心。。。
不过。。。同时。。。
我也很害怕的。。。又在被人捅回第二刀。。。
我会怕我。。。怕我再也撑不起这第二刀的伤害与痛苦。。。
开心是同时会害怕。。。

心情。。。

要讲什么呢？？
还有一天大家就要。。。
分去个自的major了。。。
虽然还是能聚聚会。。。可是个自会有各自的忙。。。
我很开心地说。。。
虽然迟了。。。可是大家很开心的和yeesum庆祝。。。
就好像她很卖力的为大家庆祝生日一样。。。
yeesum也很开心的告诉我。。。
年年她都是一个人庆祝生日的。。。
因为放假。。。
他告诉我。。。因该放开和想不想放开是不一样的。。。
可是我也要很抱歉的和他说。。。
哈哈。。。 我还是不能放开。。。 也不想放开。。。
我还是紧紧地握着虽然我没有表示出来。。。
假装不在意。。。可是我是很在意的。。。
你问我。。。为什么要做跑腿。。。你得尊严呢？？
因为。。。 我没有表露出来我的累。。。
我也不想你们辛苦。。 可能因为我运动细胞比较多吧。。。
所以你们不知道我其实是会累的。。。有人告诉我。。。
因为你的脸怎样看都不会累和伤心。。。
被人骂就当开玩笑。。。跑来跑去累得很就当是减肥。。。
你们误会我。。。我无所谓的。。。
习惯了。。。怎样都好。。。
我永远还是站在坏的一边。。。
你们看不清楚。。。可是。。。
也有人看得清楚。。。
很多事情我没告诉你们。。。 很抱歉。。。
因为我不想破坏气氛。。。所以。。。我才收着。。。
我还是一样。。。真在找理由来安慰自己。。。
因为不敢接受实事。。。我做错了什么或不爽我什么。。。
请告诉我。。。因为。。。我不想大家静静的。。。
ignore我。。。不告诉我理由。。。
我会怕的。。。please do tell me ~~

刀

原来被人捅一刀在背后是这么痛的。。。然后。。。
趁我病 ， 拿我命 。。。
可是还是要撑着。。。 不然就会学不到这么样的痛 。。。〉《
还有一个星期大家会分开了。。。 真的不舍得。。。
但是每个人都要接受实事。。。 因为大家要朝着未来的梦想走下去。。。
我开始害怕要说话了。。。 因为我不知道你们是真的要和我说话。。。
还被逼要和我说话 ？？ 每次我都想你们是自愿的。。。
但是。。。 有人提醒了我。。。 有时因为没人在。。。所以被必要和我说话。。。
哇老。。。 当他和我说时。。。 我真的 。。。 哇老了。。。
Final 也在这两个礼拜里交了很多。。。 不过下个礼拜还有。。。
Then 我们就要分了。。。心里有一种很不舍得的感觉了。。。
WUWU ~~
我的废不能让你们开心。。。 HAIH 对不起哦。。。
也许。。。 就要像成说的一样。。。
“没有优点，就自己做一个出来。。。“
“一开始认识你就是废话。。。认识你久了。。。还是废话。。。妈的“
我是废人。。。 不过。。。被捅了这一刀后。。。
这道疤痕会让我看见这世界的黑白。。。
我终于明白为什么他会与每个人。。。 都有距离。。。
因为被叉伤了。。。 是会怕的。。。 哇老的痛。。。

no 。one

I tink no one looking at my blog liao o ...
Is juz lik a dead blog tat ...
i SS myself ...
Too much HW ... so seldom gt ppl will update the blog now ...
now ... 4.41am ... 25 of november ...
should be doing CG ...
bt i in stuck n lost ...
so find somthings to read so tat i can refresh ... haha
maximalism ... i failed to make it ...
bt i tink maximalism tat playing with spacing and alot of things is the art part i lik .... lols ...
Bt i nvr change ...
nt say didnt plan everythings la ... bt plan it in the wrong way ...
final out come oso ..haizz ..
hope tat my work can b lik chris n sheng so nice le ...
bt no match ... they are juz too strong ...
wat i can do is juz learn from them ...
i hope to be come better n better ....
"eric wake up lo ... "
"u still suck "
"faster chase lo ... spin with full speed lo ... "
"get down from the running machine le "
i tink i still running on the running machine so ..
nothing tat i hav improved ... sem 2 liao le ...
i still havent find my own style ...
Drawing - monitor de skills abit .... learn from him ...
figure - cheng + yee sum de skills abit ....
design - sheng + han + chris de skills abit ...
no things tat i hav is my own ...
who is knock my head ?? call me wake up ??
or tat i edi wake up ...
bt juz too heavy wana fun or walk ??
hmmmmm ...

8 。november 。share 。 needs 。keeps

A sharing section is needed ...
Talks wat u feels ...
Talks wat u hate ...
Talks wat u dislikes ...
Talk wat u unhappies ...
Talks wat u happies ...
Talks ...
Is wat needed ~~
Share wat u OBSERVE ...
Share ur thinking ... Cos not every1 knows wat u tinking ...
Even is best friend ...
Tink tat u kno them much ....
Or think they kno u much ...
But in the ends wat u tought is juz all ur thinking ...
Fact forever never go by the way u think ...
No one can control wat will happens the next second ...
Cos miracls and posiblilities does happens ...
Good and bad do happens ...
life and dead do happens ...
In every single second , minute , hour , day , month and even year
Need to share ...
Don wana regret tat god didnt give us time or chance to split it out ....
Wat u wana talks ...
Cos we seem lik happy everyday ...
Bt we all were wearing a mask ...
A wall tat appers sudden in all peoples heart ...
Not by proposely ... Bt by seddenly ...
Mis-comunication ...
Mis-understandings ...

大家一起将石头举起的。。。

为什么要越推越高呢 ??

起初9人将石头举起 。。。

是很简单的。。。

可是大家的高度不同。。。

9人举起很容易。。。

因为重量被9个人分担了。。。

但慢慢的。。。

1个1 个的开始动不到了 。。。

因为石头被举的太高了。。。

最后那个人自己承担那石头的重量。。。

是会崩溃的。。。

为何。。

不将石头慢慢的放下。。。

让9个人来一起举呢？？

然后再慢慢的将石头放下。。。

最终。。。

影形的墙会被个人的勇气与经历冲破。。。

从中复活与成长。。。

2nd of Monday

Sunday pass juz lik wake up breakfast ...
go art class ...
then sleep ... dinner then now ...
its monday dy ... and nothing hav been done on this day ...
i would wish tat sunday is the day that i can sleep 12hrs ..
bt i cant ... cos my dad don let ...
he said breakdast is important sumore he don liks us sleep till too late
its him ... so i will obey ... i am nt lik last time dy ...
i wont mumble liao ...
he wans me to b good ....
lols .... is good to let go
don wan tink too much la ...
someone told me tat ....
the more u tink the more problems till b created ..
morning till now ...
empty me ... i finalli learn to helps ...
bt no much ...
cos i still recieveing alot helps ...
i hope end of the days i can gives helps ...
time will let me proof everythings ...
i ned a flame ...
flame tat can burn up my spirit ...
still on the way to learn ...
everyone neds to learn
so do i ~~

31st of saturday

The last day of the whole month ...
A "Bang" and i cant do anything ...
he came settle one of the ones ~~
as expexted he was so care and so strong ..
i am weak ... cos i can do anythings ... other than c ...
can't comfort anyone ... can't care anyone ... can't do anythings ... and can't even help
31 mayb is the last day of the month ... or a day that tells u tomorrow is new starting ??
i wish is telling me opening of new starting ~~
i don wan everythings remain ... altought somethings gonna remain ..
bt nt everythings ... i wan changes ... somethings change change change ~~
can ma ??
can change ma ??
i don wan lik tat liao le ... i don wan to tink all SHIT in my brain le ..
i wan tell ppl le ...
who wan hear ??
who can hear ??
who will hear ??
who ??
tell me who ??
can i dont tink so much ma ??
can my brain onli tink to improve ??
can i put away useless things in my brain ??
can i put somethings usefull in my brain ??
can i help some1 ??
can i don ned to be help ??
when ??
when can i be avant garde ??
when i can protect ppl ??
when i can don wan sit far far ??
when i can don wan to draw a line throught ??
when my old attitude will go away ??
when i can cut away the line ??
when i can i break the invisible wall in between ??
when onli i can joke ??
when i can b funny ??
when ?? can tell me when ??
where can i go now ??
where else i can go ??
where is the way i can go ??
how ??
how i wana helps ??
how things will come bak ??
how to tell ppl everythings gonna b fine ??
how to comfort ??
how to care ??
how to do ??
how to become better ??
how come all this come to my brain ??
how come i wan draw a line ??
how come i cant cut the line ??
how come i cant change my this stupid attitude ??
i don wan ... i don wan ... i don wan ...
i don wan tis attitude ...
i don draw a line between we all ...
i cut the line with my best ..
to chase back u all ...
i said ... i will ...
as i said ... i will ~~

unknown 。known 。more

unknowns ... too much things tat were unknowns ...
wana know more ... bt in real life we gota wait ...
wait till the wall been broken then the way to open the window ...
altought it been punch and one hole is in it ... bt still need to dig ~~
it use a long time no dig ... but time isnt the matter ...
bcos things come too easy will go very easy ~~
so treat it different ...
life is different ...
different than wat i hav tought as normal olden days
cos my thinking still short ~~
tink b4 talk bt when wana talk scared spoil the enoviroment
dono choose which 1 to talk ...
.
..
...
Losted is a stupid reason to ownself ...
cos no 1 going 2 babyfeed u ...
u edi 1 ... choose ur way to go ...
and go freely~~

O.o ... haha ... happy ma ??? happy ...

happy ma ?? sure happy la ...
y ?? cos everytings is going bak le ...
i will change myself harder n harder ...
cos i kno ... i realli found friends tat realli treat me will real heart ...
i will more jy jy de ...
exploration wekk come le ...
bt it seem lik normal skool days .. cannot sleep do HW ..
still gt time blogging ?? lol ... cos i still no ideal ma ...
still don wan tink ?? lol .... blog finish 1st la ...
being help is veri happy bt helping is happier than being help ...
tis is wat i hav learned ... lol .. thx my besties ...
long time no talk ... cos i dono wat wrong words will come out again ...
lol ... bt cant choose to b silence cos ...
as ah wei said ... silence is nt the way to solve problem ...
as yee sum said ... don look at the passed wrong ... solving problem is the way to walk to the future ...
as yong cheng said ... 1000 wrong sorry is useless than 1 sorry tat were realli come out from the heart ...
as chee han said ... lost is good cos u now is the time to choose the right way to walk ..
as ah sheng said ... being less bai mu n useless words come out from the mouth can help u alot to repair the relationship between all ...
as jing said ... altought he kno everthings ... bt secrect is still secrect ...
i kno all ... i will keep all the words in my heart cos ...
i will nvr learn if u all didnt realli treat me as one of u alls ....
thx thx ~~
i kno wat i should do ... cos i don wan wasted all u all's helps ...

久。。。

很久没有update我的blog乐。。。

我不知道我是否变了。。。

变得怎么了。。。

不知道。。

慢慢的那白目的我应该死了吧。。。

我想我帮到就帮。。。

但是很多东西我也是帮不上忙得。。。

越帮越忙。。。

变得不懂怎样开玩笑了。。。

因为太久没说话了。。。

慢慢的以前的我也消失了。。。

因该开心吗？？

为什么没有想象中的开心呢？？

奇怪。。。 很奇怪。。。

我也有开心的。。。 因为。。

不说了。。。

又是想太多了吧。。。

处女男的坏处吧。。。

在读书馆里。。。

我没误会他。。。

因为我知道他是真的再帮我的。。。

我不会让他的帮忙白费的。。。

因为他是我的好友哦。。。

这是上天安排的。。。我会遇见他。。。

我是真得很感谢他。。。

还有每一个帮我的人。。。

我不会在笨笨的在浪费你们的帮忙。。。

机会是要自己把握的。。。

不要人家给。。。

就算人家给了。。。 也要懂得好好珍惜啊。。。

我慢慢的开始懂得这道理了。。。

谢谢。。。

双子与天蝎。。。你们帮了我很大的忙。。。

谢了。。。

me ?

i guess tat i tried to change bt i didnt change at all .. cos i too stupid ... sry friend .. mayb u all are starting to giving up on me ... i realli fail u all ... lol ... i ... i... i ... i damn stupid,bai mu , ke po , alot more .. i hurt all ... i hurt juz all my frined ... if i didnt exsist in tis world ... mayb u all will b more happy right ??
i tink the answer is deninetly 100%ly yes ... yes ~~ yes!! i useless juz ask i been call in my secondary skool ... brain dono put where ...or i actulli born without it ~~ i hate myslef from today cos i hate it ... i alwalys didnt use my so call pig barin to tink ppl de feeling ... ingnore me ... cos i sux ... i hate being myself ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... change ... if there were knives on thier hands .. i tink they juz will stab me ... throught my useless brain ~~ i wont giv up ~~ i will change i will bring my brain bak ~~ i don care cos i gt my aim ~~

Bak again ~~

Haha should i laugh ?? lol .. today we went kenny rodger with yong cheng , ah seheng n jing ... lol .. long time no take picture jor lo ~~ ah wei ned go home ... then xin gota pei ah wei cos all ascred ah wei pengsan ... siao wei sleep n rest more ... lol ....
i love figure n i hate figure ... lol ... 8hrs 2 complete abt 1 n 70% if my figure ... lol .. draw slow slow ... ppl teaching ... lol ... i at library sleep 1 hrs le ... dono gt sound anot le ... haha ...

bak form the unfinish me ~~

Suddenly feel lik blogging when my figure was doing in the half way ..
eh i feel my life now lik puzzle ... alot of part .. and all the part was found bt my friend n the put it together ... i wish if can been fully insert by the time i ned it ... tik sheng, ah wei, yong cheng, yee sum, chee han, xin xin, jing all have 1 part of me ... then they trying to fix me all together ... i lik tis feel ... bt gain from alot advise n scolding ... bt among all .. i ned a piece puzzle tat complete my whole puzzle protrait ...
who took it ?? haha ... who knows ?? i ned it by the time all the puzzle tat hav been taken is fixed ...then the last piece will b insert .. the last piece of my puzzle is called brave ... i ned it .. so now intelligance, observation, skills, neatness, colours and mature ned too be insert b4 the brave puts in ... now is nt the time to put the brave ... cos the puzzle of my protrait still hav alot of holes ... i try to let them fix now ... realli ... they help to put all in place ... bt i am the one to combine it ~~
In life there were happy n unhappy .. ppl hav been protecting me from the pass ... so i hate to b protect n i choose to protect ppl ... bt i used the wrong way ...
i wasted time on sem 1 .. so sem 2 i ned to chase all bak .. so i can bak 2 my gang ... i now is the last of the worst ... i admit ... so i wana change ...i wan bcome average as in the gangs ... altought they didnt tell me tat i m worstin my art work .. bt i kno it ... cos i oso hate wat i hav done sumtimes la ... so i ned more attention ... more hardworking ... more more more n more ...
I now hanging half half ... so i dono wat is call half half la ... so i ned clime my stairs ... happy ?? n i ned to bcome bak my joker position n the art of average ... jia you ba ~~ gambatah ~~ add oil ~~ ...

baka ~~

Haizz .. getting more n more problem tis days ~~
lol ... bt every1 seem lik getting more n more hardworking ...
haha .. lots of memories ~~ ... cant share cos nt picture here ~~

it passed ... new life new sem ~~
all JY ba ~~

wat's wrong with me ??

happyness ??
clown ??
somthing muz b wrong in me ...
lol ... i am getting weird ~~
a thousand apologize tat cut throught my heart ...
cos i heard sumthings tat i cant heard ...
actualli i don understand it ~~
i should kno it early ...
my sense getting weaker n weaker ...
i cant feeling anythings ... if no 1 tell me ...
now i started 2 kno alot ...
i kno's everythings now ...

i wanna i wanna i wanna make it better b4 i get worst ...
repair is still better than ignore ...
alothough as truth prevent is better than cure ... lol
cos u still ned face the pain among all n self ...

happies memory do come's after the pain leaves ...
bt hoe abt the scar leave in the place tat hav been cut b4 ??
arghh ... juz 4 get it ...
walau ... i giv bak my friend phone ... now i using my mom's
k550 arntic de ... haizz ... ok la .. i don care abt phone .. bt wat's the most important ??happy ... izit ??

haha ... watched orphan ... who wan watch again with me sms me ~~
damn good le ... u will c wat u unexpected ... lol .. so kao kao suprise le ...
i went with jasmine my cous n my twin bro ... lol ...
we watched till 1130 at nite ... lol ... then ?? we don dare go cinema toilet ...
scary ... lol ...

baka1

Walau ... lagoon trip .. cant w8 wan go le ... lol ..
faster faster ... lagoon ~~ ...
lol ... swimming ... who will lik me le ..
swimming sure wear triangle de spander so called swimming pants ...
lol ... sure is a shock 1 ... more ppl go .. more happy le ... lol ..
going n weekdays ... walau more no ppl lo ... lol ...
love it ... DUH ~~
my jacket still at ch there ... stupid ch ..
faster giv me bak le ... lol ...
new sem coming le ... meaning ... new life ...
lol ... holiday is juz abt sleep sleep n also most inportant sleep ~~
12 hrs tepat tepet who can sleep so long ...
"me" ... lol ... morning wake up break fast .... the nap ...wake up dinner ...
lol... vampire me ~~

如果我变成回忆 。。。 谁会记得我呢？？

我将会变成回忆哦。。。
因为我下定了决心要摆脱过去的我。。。
以前任性的我。。。

哈哈
为什么有着打算呢？？
因为喜欢吗？？
大家想知道吗？？
我不会告诉大家的。。。
放心吧。。。

这份爱永远设个秘密噢。。。
第一次打华语。。。
真旧没动过了。。。

haha ... Bak~~

Sem break start le ... lol .. its time 4 me to improve my drawing le ... wish sum1 could help me to make me better ... lol .. kinda long time no up date liao lo ... lol ... no pictures here ... lol .. cos all nt at me here ... Dono y now lik missing skool days .. mayb is nt miss the skool days is missing all friends ... lol ...

BBQ ...
walau so happy lo ...
enjoy BBQ le ... lol ... bt wei n xin didnt go ... lol ...
I ate alot le ... dono will fat lot lot anot le ... T_T
mee yan jie say i turn bak round =.=!!
mana gt o ?? as handsome as always ... lol
yee sum stomach ache after BBQ ... lol ...
all time come out after eat ... haha

Sing K
so Happy le ... lol ... bt i lik fishing ...
Cos b4 tat we all didnt sleep le ... fei wei dono sleep till wat pose lo ... lol
so funny her pose ... haha ... ah pang sure is a good singer le ... lol
tik shen = yoga ... love him o ...
lol ... yee sum ... sing till no sound ... lol .. her expression so funny ...

Shogon ...
walau so enjoying lo .. eat 3 hrs ... lol
NON-stop sushi ... lol .. love it ...

life is lik tat ... altought is hard now .... bt enjoying where all friends r there o ...
to loves one ... monitor , simon , chris, chee han, kailee, jing, wei , xin , tik shen, yee sum, ah liang , jian wei, siew .... haha .... rmb don get sick o ...
lol .. sick le oso fast recover ...
lol .. man rmb don shou ying ...
easier get H1N1 ... don wan sleep hospital ...kaka

Walau ...

My cs4 illustrator can use le ... kakaz ..
Full verision i tink so la ..
lol ... happy ...
At Nite 3am sleep ... morning 8am been called wake up ...
Y ??
Cos wan fetch my grandmom go market ...
When i went out grandmom sitting there reading books ...
tell me she don wan go le ..
when she talks don wan look at me ...
She angry i didnt tok 2 her almost 2 week le ...
FUNNY ... suddenly feels she lik kids le ... lol ..

Today ... i ate alot bt i sore troat ...
APA SAYA MAKAN ??
Maggie Curry flavour X 2
Hotdogs X 4 or 5
Vitagen X 2
walau ... i will fat de le ...

Siao >> kaka >> haha >> zzz

Guys ...
Pls b happy ...
Cos gt sum ppl i so hate or dl de ...
They juz show thier EMOtion on thier face
They dono ... bt i can c de le ... BODOH !!
Wana b happy ... juz come ..
If u don wan .. Juz leave .. i don ned all tat fake faces or haha(fake smile)
I don lik speak proper chinese
I don lik sing song properly
I lik jokes
I lik plying n working together
Its me ... my Style ( ah wei teach de )

Pls don ever show tat u were so called PRO ...
Cos sumtimes u kno show us so call PRO = NOB
haha ... gang i love u al so much juz lik i love CD0905-3
kaka ... enjoy my improvement althought tat i nt tat good in class
love tat my class mate were enjoying everday ...
enjoying every class n everyone

I throw away sumthings so called EMO
EMO = sad , moody , and mad
sumtimes ... lame is happy ... bt nt EMO ...
BODOH !! STUPID !! onli needs tat ...
All ppl were born with thier goods n bads ...
love it weather tat u lik or nt ... enjoy or life ... is to make ur life longer le ...
so i my gang enjoy it ... sumthings called SMILE
we love it ... cos ir juz lik a long life energertic drinks or foods ...
smile can make me full ... FULL with energy everyday ... Tat is the energy tat push me to walk one stap faster than other ...

BODOH !! tell u all ... wat ... EMO ... bring u go die onli ...
MAD ... High blood pressure ... die in Minutes ... i will go pai pai ... bt i wont sad
SAD ... toture u all way throught the life ... slow slow die ... i will go hospital c ... oso will go pai pai ...
MOODY ... haha ... same lik sad lo ... abit better onli ma ...
so leave them alone ... lock the EMO door ... or put at recycle bin ...
we don ned it ...

Tis week .. haha ... gt alot picture bt cannot share ... cos too cute ... lol ..
WallPAPER of the WEEK OR MONTH
"XIN XIN DE CUTE HUGGING SLEEP POSE"

laugh till stomach pain o ... lol

walau ... i tink my class de ppl will die veri fast de .. sumore my gang most fast de ... haha ... chee han, ah wei , xin xin n me ... all the most fast lao n die de ppl ... lol .. laught til stomach pain le ... yesterday was frieday xin xin smile till cry gt abt 5 times le .... kaka ... so funny ... lol ... yesterday kena ah wei scold so funny her face ... we smile twice till cry .. sumore ah wei say CPR = CPU ... 1 times ... other de confidential cos gossip abt ppl de ... lol ... then today we go carls JR ... walau ...we gossip abt ppl de laughing face ... laugh till wan vomit blood liao le .. walau sumore all ppl wan haveing thier attention on us le ... cos we lik tarzen de ...laugh till the whole pryamid oso kno liao de ... lol ...haizz .. love all my friends le ... lol ... love them much ... i tink gt them is lik god suddenly giv me sumthing veri good le ... kaka ... thx to all my gang n class friend ...

Smile

Smile is good things in life ... lik it ... haha ... bt i juz cant smile at home ... suddenly feel my hse ppl lik kidnapper ... kidnap my dog n giv away le ... lol ... mayb is i tink too much or cant let go .. Don say lik tat le la .. Muz Jy ma ... Ton Of Homwork r coming le ... haiz .. cannot sleep peacefully ... so sad de le ... T_T ... sumore gt alot things wan do ... T_T ...
Lucky i still gt alot friend support le ... lol .. can learn new things then oso can pump myself n motivate ...

There is a LIMIT of a good guy !!

I cant understand ... why ?? wat is friend n wat is dad ?? wat is all tat ?? it's slowly dissapering in my brain ... Wat does it mean by friend ?? friend is nt caring , can understand u , or friend can make more n more n more ... why all ppl are going the ways by the emotion ... friend with emotional express n childlish brain is too hard wana friend them ... wat i can predict is geting lost ... i lost my ways ... i m lost now ... i dono where am i ... Cos i tink some of my friends tat i tink was a good friend or even a normal friend tat i had made from my life till now ... all are getting lost ... i dono where they went ... i juz DONO where they went ... they hav change or i hav change ?? i still dono ... LOST !!
Wat is mean by Dad or Grandmom ?? Dad is the 1 tat i can come 2 tis world ... then grandmom was the one who bring my dad here ... tat's wat i always tinking of .... So i seldom wana scold my family or even argue with them ... Cos i kno ... No Them no ME ... Tat's wat my grandmom told me ... Bt they hav push my till limit ... A limit of my Limit ... I was always too soft to b bullyed ... Bt when i reach my limit ... I'm Sry ... I will slowly lost myself ... juz lik i cant find my friends ... I was always b funny dummy cos i don wan my emotion 2 control me ... i don wana lost myself ... tat's wat i learn from so many ppl ... my experience ... I can friend with Emo friends ... bt nt tat close ... Cos i don wan to b EMO ... don wan !! ... My dog was gone now ... it feels lik my son was took away from me ... It pains ... pains from the heart ... The hole in my heart will nvr cover ... my limit is reach ... i controlled myself no fighting no argueing ... Noting !! Cos i was Tired ... tired of fighting n arguement ... Its enouf ... I wont !! "i can b a good son bt i nvr will stay with my parent ... cos my temper was lik my dad ... " I hate it ... Wat i was tinking everytime ... is tat if i fight even i won wat can i get ?? ... I was too soft ... Controlled i called ... No hurting !! ... "BB lucky" tat's wat i can do ... i actualli don hav the power to pretect any1 even my dog ... Hate it !! My 1st EMOtional blog ... i try no to do it again ... cos i always tink tat i will bring happyness to every1 ... i wont w8 ppl 2 bring happyness 2 me ... cos i am the ply maker ~~

Samurai Jack de BDay !!

Soh hui Jack 1 of my best friend in la salle ... lol ... he BDay le ... 18 le ... lol ... so old le ... suddenly felt i so kao kao de young le ... kakaz ... he go MMU le... onli can c him once in the blue moon ... once a month le !! ... lol ... Wanted DOTA pro in MMU ... kena ban liao .. He cannot ply DOTA in MMu le ... lol ... kelian de him ... cos too keng ... nvm la ..he still gt blue server ... Mau , edwin(my twin bro), wee kiat, soh n me go pizza hut eat le ... FULL dao wan vomit le .... lol .. bt still I love PIZZA ...

My Pepsi n I ... yeng pose !! ... kakaz

The dishes tat i ate ... mushroom soups ~~~

Soh (glasses with white shirt ... BDAY BOY !!), Mau (with cap de) , My bro Edwin(square Box shirt ) , Wee kiat ( red shirt bird king ... kakaz .... tat day suddenly feel he look so alike with YOGA lin yu jia ... lol ) n finalli me n my PEPSI !!

Kelian de fruit cake ...

Alamak !! Watch the camera ler ~~ Aduh !!

Ke ai de love one's .... bt they nt gay .. single too !! ... kakaz

How come angelina Jolie with cream n her lips is here ?? (Boy Version)

SHINJI GANG IS THERE !!

Shinji n gang is there ... w8ting the fights ... kaka ... kensei so yao yeng o ...

Vizards is bak 2 revenge ...

Aiks ?!?!

Haizz .. my car T_T ... kena wall bcos of a myvy tat was park in yu jing de hse le ... lol ... my skills nt tat pro le ... so haizz ... kana bit bit lo ... T_T ... y me so unlucky ?? I gt problems liao le ... last wednesday iw as given a group presentation ... me , ah wei n xin xin 1 klang group ... lol ... our tittle was HIV/AIDS i was so interested in tat topic .. cos in ns i gt learn le ... lol ... i lik mayat stuff ... who kno me well sure kno de ... i lik tis kind of things ... lol .. ITS geli Bt i lik it ... when u look on it is so SHOCK le ... lol ... i tink seldom gt ppl lik me now a days ... i can consider bian tai kind de ... lol ...

Not bad le ... we went drag me 2 hell on monday ... lol .. shock le ... lol ... yu jing n mr siew say wasted 8 bucks to scared themself ... bt i tink 4 me is worth ... i lik it ma ... lol ... xin xin so funny le ... watch till donw an close eyes ... lol ... i found my gang ... lol .. ah wei me n xin xin lik all tat stuff de ... kakaz

Cute xin xin n me ... haizz ... my pose ... destroyed the picture ... T_T

The myvi tat i love so much till wana blow it off ...

The scratches at my bak tayar cover ... T_T

The scratches on my behind side door ... T_T again

Kakaz

Guys feel free ... The week of suffer ends .. when saw all my friends was suffering i oso quite sad la ... bt since i the ply maker with yu jing ... we jokes them up ... let me tell u all la ... 'let me tell u all la ... lol ... a chamber in heart can onli put limited problems ... it will explode if there were too much of problem tat's y gt so many ppl at hospital bahagia now of days ... share it ... i willing b the 1st listener ... find me ba ... tis is the use of friends .. share ' Bt not tat kind wat oso share even the wife or bf or gf de la .. i cannot o ... lol ... kaka ... transformers 2 so Yao Yeng le ... who dono folo me go drag me to hell oso good de la ... lol .. pao zong all watching transformers 2 on 29/6/009 de ppl o ... lol ... if u kno wat i means lo ... lol ...
Drag me 2 hell ... as usual jian wont go de ... cos she don lik so lik juz i dono hoe many ppl la ... lol ... ah wei wan go c ... i so rugi abit lo .. sit middle of girls(kiam pa !!) .. lol ... w8ting 2moro de kan cheong ... kakaz P.S. friends don fell guilty ... i m proud of helping u all ... hahaz

Wah piang !!

Wah piang ... today sleep 20 min le ... my eys lik panda le ... bt i finish all my work ... suddenly fell so proud ... haizz .. yesterday sumore ply BKB .. drawing calss wan die e ... then go yu jing de hse didnt sleep oso ... lol ... bt ah wei more kelian o ... ned do alot things ... lol ... i juz lik pling n do liy de work onli ... kakaz ... soon lim most geng le ... didnt sleep oso ... pro dao ... lol ...

My tulang belankang going patah liao le ... lol ... long time no exercise le ... T_T ... bt nvm la ... young ppl muz do more exercise ma ... if nt die veri early de ... i don wan die so early le ... lol ...

kaka or haha ??

Today pengajian malaysia le ... haizz .. didnt get art line pen ... T_T ... gt 1 guy asnwer the onli question tat i kno .. T_T ... then ah wei , me , wei xin , yong chen , mr. siew n yu jing when go eat RU JIA .. bside kim gary at sp ... nt bad o ... lik it le .. ah wei n me wat le wei xin de lychee n drink yu king de Blue Shampoo le !! .. is so tasty le .. lik it alot .. sumore gt black jelly ball ball indise ... lol .. We finish eat le when sp help eugene buy shirt le ... then we saw sum cute shirt le .. bt i no money buy liao le ... T_T ... lily de project cost me kao kao de lot ... T_T ... bt still gt take picture la ... free de ma ... haha

Ah wei , me n wei xin ... lol ... gt c my shirt ma ?? cute le !!

A cute advertisment wan share with u all ... lol ... the slipper make the dogs so cute ... haha

Aiyo ?!?!?!

Aiyo o ?? lol .. today when KFC le ... yu jing wan JOM JIMAT ... zzz .. bt i now lik ah wei liao .. wan sore troat liao ... lol .. i tot yu jing realli jom jimat le .. bt after mid term de english n skills exam ... we go station 1.. yu jing BELANJA le .. shock ... wakakka ...

today computer class boring le .. haizz ... bt then ... Felix w8ting u belanja me makan le ... wish u luck ma ... lol ... i mmg support u de ... lol ... at class i oso giv sum1 shock le ... My ch ... wakakaka .. hug him .. he shock ... lol .. bt guys n girls ... i nt gay ... i stil love girl alot de ... my tumb wan draw a robin hood ... the disney de .. 1st thing i tinking is the bleach 7th captain ... (Komamura Saijin)

Does he look lik robin hood in disney ??

History is Funny

Today lily de class .... haizz .. her words are so hard 2 understand ... lol ... She say " Owhh , ur work is too complicated ... bt i wan more " its juz lik u go mamak n order "milo ais tak mau ais" ... wat they wan giv u ?? lol ... so hard wan understand wat she wan le ....
Sumore today went go eat pizza le ... lol .. me, felix , wei xin, ah wei , soon lim , ah jian n yu jing ... lol .. so funny le .. bt picture at ah wei there ... lol ... veri full le .. lik pizza alot .. if who kno me .. i can eat alot pizza ... haha ...
today history of arts .. so suprise the movie gt abit ham sap le ... bt i kno boy enjoy the part alot .. sumore is so funny ... in the court they actualli scold bad word ... enjoy the movie better then 1st 1 le ... lol

O.o

Today ntg much la ... take my car go servis le ... haizz ... tunning bak dy ... more powerful n save oil le ... wakakaka ... so good ... bt today sure is a boring day ...

PLKN (Nasional Servis) spanders GanG Is bak from PLKN ... We shall Meet again guys .... miss ya all ... Memories o ... Jangan Main Main .. Our gang R sexy ...

HannaH Montana ...

today me , wei xin , ah wei , yee sum n ah liang when go watch hannah montana le ... lol ... su funny le ... sumore so touching ... aiyo ... we sms ah liang he onli wake up rush .. lucky sempat le ...
today o ... my food packaging de reserch cannot do le ... when reis said tat he wan bent away food packaging de research he called my name .. scared .. i take out said is stationary pakaging ... he choose the packaging lik sweet de ... lol .. lucky me ...
Today Is Lucky ... all ppl help me pai pai ... my car didnt kena saman o ... sumore veri early reach home le ... wakakkaka

Friends ...

wakakaka ... yesterday wan do homework le ... my spirit there le .. but when i wan do tat time my refrence was inside my sketch book n passed up ... i wan lik WHAT !! ... OMG OMG OMG ... lol ... lucky today gt ppl bring let me do ... nt bad le i do ... lol ... suddenly so proud (perassan) ... zzz ...
my NS friend bak le ... come find me o .. we meet at macdonal .. stupid thier hair were longer than mine .. sumore my whole camp come bak no ned cut botak le ... lol .. onli cut twice. .. lol ... who wan in my camp sure veri happy de ... I enjoy my camp ... bt 1st 1st i oso don wan go de ... haha ... ikwan n afiq come find me ... bt tak sempat wan c naim ... stupid motor tayar pancit ... lol ...
then when i fetching ah jian n yu jing bak ... aiyo .. yu jing de joke was so funny till us stomach pain ... sumnore pangajian malaysia .. i mak some1 cry ... cos she laught till cry .. lol .. if wan kno wat happen ... i cant tell u all o ... its too yellow ... wakakka

O.o ... haha

today i late to class .. with ah wei , ah jian, ah xin ... lol .. 1st 1st tot we the last 2 reach suddenly jia peng come in ... i was lik ... wakakaka still gt ppl later than us ... suddenly ... felix come in ... my mouth lik a big hole ... felix won us ... lol ... actualli we nt late .. cos no parking onli ma ... lol ... kelian de us ...
my NS friend come bak le .. miss they all le ... all call me go out le ... bt mmy mid term!! ... zzz ... stupid de ... mayb cannot go le ... T_T ... sumore homework, homework homework ... non-stop le ... T_T ...
my driving getting sux n fast o ... lol ... bt its save ... u may try ... wakakaka ...

Wat a friday ...

Today morning o ... come out le ... then ask ah wei n wei xin wan go eng ann eat anot ... then ah wei wan .. wei xin didnt reply me o ... zzz ... then when i go fetch wei xin ... we 2 ask wei xin wan eat anot ... then she say don wan ... then i ma go sunway liao lo ... since wei xin don wan eat .. when reach there wei n i discuss wan eat wat le .. suddenly wei xin say ACTUALLI I EAT LE ... we so shock le .. no wonder she don wan eat ... so me make she go eat macD with us ... don care !! haha

we morning eaclli go do homework le ... lol .. don b suprise i will do homework ... cos i wan pass my sam savely .... lol .. then chee han make a funny things ... he took ym phone hear songs ... then suddenly he heard we the kings de songs ... he told me, wei n wei xin actualli gt 1 ppl oso lik we the kings de song ... sumre is beside us ... we all were looking n finding le ... then chee han say bside wei we where oso finding another side ... at last he be tahan said "ITS ME" we were laughing so loud in the library le ... 3 ppl, 3 brain, n 6 eyes were looking n finding the ppl he saying .. bt actualli he was toking abt himself ... kelian ... mayb he nt handsome enouf 4 our attention ... wakakaka

then we when macD eat we meet patrick n soon lim le ... so suprise ... haha ... i joking with patrick n laught till eveyone wana cry le ... lol

Happy Day ?? lol

Today nt bad la ... lol ... can say happy le ... haha ... cute cute chee han so kelian .. kena me bully o ... wakaka ... kelian de him ... lol .. today at english class so happy le ... ah wei sit bside me ... yu jing n chee hav sit infront me .. as usual we where couple joker ... lol .. then we joke till can stop laughting ... lol ... in english class every1 wan lik laughing lik crazy in class ... zzz ... today we learn abt "BLUE CHEESE" o ... it smell lik ppl's shoe juz walk from rain didnt take off for 5 hrs .. then take it off ... the smells wan lik "YUCK YUCK" lol ... then we gossip ppl again ... haizz ... sry ppl i can stop gossping ppl le ... too bad de me ... onli ah wei, wei xin, ah jian, yu jing n chee han kno abt my little gossip ... lol ...

Dad was Still my Dad

Yerterday iw an been scold tat the car pertol wan wasted to much .. then my dad dono the reasons ... he ban me don let me use car le ... so scared , sad n also angry ... lol ... bt today morning when i wan go out 2 kp outside w8 ah wei de car ... my dad told me .. "you may use the car la ... i kno ur callage was far " i was so shock le ... my DAD still my DAD .. alwalys tat loved me ... can c from outside bt inside him ... he was the good dad tat i nvr wan he leave me .. bt i know tat day will come ... Wich he would life longer i still can c him la ... bt i wont stay with my parent told them b4 ... cos my temper was veri veri kao lat de hot ... so cannot live together de ... some i virgo ... lik 2 stay with wife .. enjoy life ... bt earn money 1st la ...
Today i sit with yu jing , felix, yu pang, ah wei n ah hui ... lol ... yu king n i as usual the playmaker or joker ... we gossiping ppl n laught till stomach pain .. sumroe our tears was coming out ... LOL ... so funny le ... i didnt pass up my project then another 1 wan rejected ... stupid .. haha bt when Lily(Design 1 leactural) ask y i didnt pass up i said i didnt bring le ... lucky pass ... lol ... juz deduct come marks lo ... T_T ... then history of arts ... slepping le ... wan ah wei de notes liao ... dono jian gt anot le ... haha ... lazy me

BakaEric >.<

2moro tuesday ?!?!?

Aiks ... 2moro tuesday!! n i havent done anythings yet ... OMG ... haizz z... sure will do till late nite de ... today 1st day drive 2 skool le ... lol ... so proud of it ... joking ... kinda scared car let ppl stole ... cos my dad will kill me ...T_T ... then i fetch jian go KTM ... i oso fetch sing wei bak home ... finish is wei xin ... it was so shock le .. i dono her hose ned 2 go in a road without tar n then all rocks on the floor ... my life 1st time "piu yi" was on there ... she n me nearl heart attk die .. lucky sing wei n jian nt here ... later ned bring them go hospital ..
read n read n read ... juz dono wat the byzantium de story is ... haiz z... then juz ned read friend de summry do my work ... haizz ... lily de work i oso havent touch yet .. so suprise le .. i tink 2 will bcome panda go skool le ... 2moro !! ... DON LIK TUESDAY LA .... mmg lot hw de ... tuesday mmg suffer de ... T_T
today at class gt draw glasses .. the 1st class i saw alot glasses de picture veri nice de ... bt today we hav chance 2 draw o ... haizz ... the things is i draw nt nice .. so i didnt take down the picture o ... wkakaaka ... then felix came sit bside me ... we gossip n chit chat ... laughting all the way ... sumore with yu jin ... haha
Today ... i bully my little friend ... name chee han cute boy ... lol .. i n tik shen sabar don laught n boom tat his joke is nt funny ... lol ... then he was so down ... i go comfort him n boom him again... he laught till so loud le ... lol

Who is the ONE changing me or my friends ??

Today was the gathering day ... all my friend abt 7 juz come out n gather .... then they went 2 eat BBQ plaza .... i didnt go ... cos i don lik eat BBQ plaza .. n i don lik the smell of tat shop ... I dono la ... bt tink so they were angry of me ... T_T

I wear my smile shirt 2 make everyone smile shirt ...

bt i nt smilling with my friend anyway ... cos i mix with my other best friend ... mee yan ... she my best friend ma ... haizz ... 1st my best friend liew fei fei ... he said i changed ... i hav fully changed after i come bak from ns ... i kno i changed ... cos i was nt same ask form 5 ... time 2 b mature ... money are hard 2 earn ... "I CHANGED" nt the last time me tat onli kno hoe 2 waste money ... then i was lik don fare 2 face my friend ... dono y ? ITs suprise 2 me tat i scared 2 face my friend again again n again ...

Today we went watch the ternimator ... bt sum1 is walking bside me .. interupting me ... zzz ... if pretty girl nvm ... bt i cant saw her face le ... zzz ... i went eat "The Chicken Rice Shop" with mee yan le ... so yummy .. bt abit angry la ... cos mee yan rice havent arrive when i going 2 finish mine ... lol ... happy or sad ?? still cant decide 4 today ... haiz ... best friendship mayb broken ... cos i mayb have too much friend n short 2 months .. haizz ... new friend old friend ... which 1 ?? 2 choose ?? can it b recovered ?? ITS HARD 2 PRIDECT ...